I have been on vacation this past week and as my vacation comes to a close I have come to a realization. I think if I had the opportunity to become a stay at home mom and wife I would take it. I think I would be able to handle it. I could volunteer places, do crafts when I felt like it, have finer ready most days when Matt got home.
Unfortunately with Matt being disabled we can not afford off me to stay home. So until God tells me that this is the direction that we need to go I will continue working.